Taking a shaky breath, I forced myself to calm my mind. The doctors said that mom would be alright. But it would take at least three weeks in the hospital, and months of recovery at home. Sienna's mom invited that I stay with them. Dad accepted. I don't know if I like the idea. I feel...almost...angry at Sienna. My mind spun. How could I ever feel this way to my best friend? We had been close...ever since I could remember. Of course there had been the occasional spat, but never...never this. Not only was I angry with her, I was afraid. If Sienna could control her writing, and was purposefully...but what if she couldn't control it? Which one was worse? I decided it was high time to have a talk with Sienna. Taking another breath, I made my way to her room, which Sienna and I would be sharing for the next several weeks. Sienna had locked herself in there and hadn't emerged for the past hour.
Giving a tentative knock, I composed myself, and by the time the answering, "come in," was given, I was ready.
Sienna was sprawled out on her bed, appearing quite miserable.
"Sienna, I need you to tell me the truth about this writing business, and all of it. I need to know."
Sienna looked pained. "I told you the truth, Silvie! I can't control it, and I had no idea that it would really come true. It's like-like when you have one of those urges to write, except, I couldn't control it at all. Silvie, I'm scared. I don't know what' happening, or when it's going to hit next."
Silvie stared at the opposite wall. "If you're not controlling it...who is?"
"I don't know, Silvie. I just...don't know."
That night I slept on the floor, and Sienna on the bed. I was quiet the whole night. Most of the time I was waist deep in thoughts.
Giving a tentative knock, I composed myself, and by the time the answering, "come in," was given, I was ready.
Sienna was sprawled out on her bed, appearing quite miserable.
"Sienna, I need you to tell me the truth about this writing business, and all of it. I need to know."
Sienna looked pained. "I told you the truth, Silvie! I can't control it, and I had no idea that it would really come true. It's like-like when you have one of those urges to write, except, I couldn't control it at all. Silvie, I'm scared. I don't know what' happening, or when it's going to hit next."
Silvie stared at the opposite wall. "If you're not controlling it...who is?"
"I don't know, Silvie. I just...don't know."
That night I slept on the floor, and Sienna on the bed. I was quiet the whole night. Most of the time I was waist deep in thoughts.